What You Do MATTERS

The Secret to Happiness is in the Smallest of Things
by Jenny Houston
This year has been a doozy, filled with ups & downs, loss, fear, anxiety, grief….
I could go on.
It’s super easy to name the negatives.
And the truth is, there are so many positives that have come from 2020. The pandemic has given us an opportunity to re-evaluate what is important. There’s been an unveiling, a surfacing, of areas where we’re sick and/or misaligned, both personally and globally.
Distractions like travel and social engagements have been taken from us, and although it feels like a dreadful punishment for most of us, we’ve been given the gift of time, to go inwards and build awareness around how we live our lives and what (and whom) we surround ourselves with. The quality of the foods we eat, the honesty in our relationships, the way we treat our fellow humans, the disfunction of our politics, (etc., etc.) are all impacting who we are, and who we are becoming. And to see it, perhaps for the first time, can be unnerving and rattling… to our very core.
Well, hey….I’m just gonna to give it to you straight. 2020 has turned me upside-down and inside-out. As a business owner, a mother and a partner, and as an individual, I’ve seen parts of myself that I haven’t been happy to see.
And, the good thing is, it’s all in my power to change.
Have you heard this quote before?
“It’s not your fault you’re messed up,
But it’s your fault if you stay that way.”
Oooof.
When I consider how long it’s taken, basically my entire life, to become the person I know myself to be, I can choose compassion when I’m frustrated with outcomes I’m not pleased with. I’m always doing my very best, with what I know at the time.
And when I know better, I have the opportunity to do better.
It’s in our smallest of daily habits where we stitch together the fibre of our beings. This is really hitting home for me.
We may not realize it, but every decision we make impacts our future Self.
Every. Single. Decision.
From what we eat, to our sleeping habits, to our work habits, to how we make and spend money… right down to the thoughts we think about ourselves.
Everything we do matters.
Every moment and every experience accumulates, and over time we’ve carved a path for ourselves that we might be proud to look at, but for most of us, it can be a bit of a rude awakening.
When we get right down to it, we can only blame (or praise!) ourselves for the place we’re at in our lives. No one else makes us choose the burger over the salad, or snooze the alarm, or opt-out on a workout, or arrive to work late on a consistent basis, or hold grudges, or think mean things about the reflection we see in the mirror. These are daily habits.
The good thing is, today we can re-write the ending to our lives! Starting right now, we can all make decisions that over time will impact us in very positive, powerful ways.
We might decide to walk for 30 minutes, or read 10 pages in a thought-provoking book, or name 3 things we’re grateful for… daily.
I invite you to look to places in your life where you feel unhappy, and break it down really small. What is one small change you could make today? And after doing it repeatedly, day after day, do you think you’d be impacted in a very positive way? Absolutely, you would.
However… anything that is going to create a significant amount of change is going to take time, and for a long while you won’t observe any kind of change, at least nothing dramatic. You’re going to want immediate results, especially if you’re reconstructing an area in your life you’ve been very unhappy with. You’ll be very tempted to quit when you’re not quickly shown evidence that your new habits are ‘working’.
With these small daily habits, you’re going to need to practice trust, and patience, and consistency.
If you’d like to know more about creating daily habits that are so small and so easy, I would recommend grabbing the book called “The Slight Edge”. This is where I’ve been gleaning this amazing perspective!
Have You Let Things Slip? (Hey, It’s Okay.)
The reason I’m sharing all of this here is because I’m dreadfully aware of how much we’ve let our (collective) selves slip since mid-March. I can see the impact of time and poor decisions, and letting go of our routines… and I see the downward trajectory it’s created.
{This is ‘the slight edge’ at work, in a not-so-flattering way.}
If we’re going to make decisions anyway, then why not use the slight edge to our advantage?
If you’re one of our regular attendees, congratulations, you’re utilizing the slight edge and applying small, positive, daily habits! Depending on how long you’ve been practicing, you’re either starting to see small incremental changes, or you’ve been observing them on a larger scale for quite a while! I’m curious to hear what it is you do/think in order to continue with a regular yoga practice? What sorts of things do you say to yourself? Do you have an image in mind of your future self and it keeps you motivated?
When you want to say ‘no’, what makes you say ‘yes’ instead?
Well…. for the rest of us who might be slightly behind the daily-practice-of-yoga curve, we’ve got an amazing offer that you might like to consider….
Today, deciding to gift yourself a yoga pass that will get you through to the end of the year might seem sort of insignificant.
But, if you get this pass and you commit to a daily practice of movement, mindfulness & breath, imagine the results you’ll see on December 31st, 2020…. and imagine the new path you’ll be on as you move into the new year!I’m incredibly ecstatic for you, and the amazing results an opportunity like this could do for your wellbeing.

This pass will get you unlimited classes (both virtual and in-studio) and an added perk — you’ll have access to our Poser YOGA library of recorded classes! So there really won’t be a good enough reason for you not to practice every day!  (Except for all the excuses and resistances you’ll conjure up on a daily basis!)

A journey starts with a single step…

So Many Ways to Access Gratitude

I once had a friend say to me,
“Jenny…. have no expectations, and you’ll never be disappointed.”
This comment did not sit well with me.
It sounded so dull, so sad, so…. boring!
How can you look forward to things if you don’t have expectations???
Only recently have I come to understand this very sage, very wise advice.
It’s not really expectations that can harm us, but the attachment we have to certain outcomes, and the meaning we make of them, that can lead to disappointment.
Maybe I’m only speaking for myself, but when I want something, or I’m hoping for a certain outcome, I can get pretty specific.
So specific in fact, that there’s very little room for anything BETTER to come my way.
What I mean is, when I decide for myself that I want something, I leave nothing left for the Universe to surprise me with.
My limited expectations leave nothing left to unlimited possibility.
I’ll use this simple example:
Let’s say I’ve painted a beautiful piece of artwork, and I’ve decided I want to sell it. For me, having someone appreciate my artwork enough to want to purchase it is already super exciting, so I timidly ask for $200. In my mind, $200 for a painting is amazing, and beyond what I think someone would be willing to pay.
And then, as the money is being exchanged, they say,
“I like it so much, I’ll give you $1000.”
Hmmm, maybe this isn’t the best example….?
Well… think of your dream job, or your dream home, or your dream relationship, or your dream anything… no matter how fantastic it is in your mind, it’s a limited picture. What if it could be… more?
What if your wildest dreams are beyond what your human mind could fathom??
In this case, not getting what you expected, works out for the better, because you ended up getting MORE than what you wanted.
More importantly, we need to talk about the pain we feel when we don’t get what we want.
Let’s say you have this amazing image/expectation in your mind, and it comes crashing down. You’ve set your expectations high, and you don’t get what you’ve been hoping for.
Likely, you feel disappointed, hurt, unworthy, let down, not good enough, etc.
What if…… NOT getting what you want is the BEST thing that could’ve happened to you?
What if the devastation of not getting what you want has created an opening to something you couldn’t have anticipated, had you gotten what you *thought* was best for you?
This week, I’ve been playing with this concept:
OBSTACLE vs OPPORTUNITY

If something looks like a road block, it’s also a redirection.
Definitely something unexpected, and…. possibly, the BEST thing that could’ve ever happened.
Think of the 90 degree turns in your life; the sharp corners where your direction was completely altered.
You were headed on one path, and everything changed.
You lost your job, a relationship ended, you had a health scare, a loved one passed away… all of these are painful experiences, and any one of them would tear you apart.
Over time, you have changed, because your path has changed.
You can be angry, and dwell on the ‘not getting’….

Or you can trade your expectation for appreciation.
Who are the important people in your life that are only there because you didn’t get what you’d originally intended?
What sorts of things are you doing in your life, that only came from your expectations not being met?
What can you appreciate because you didn’t get what you wanted?
That friend I spoke of at the beginning of this story, with the sage advice on how to avoid disappointment…
it was an ex-boyfriend.
Had that relationship worked out, absolutely none of the wonderful things in my present life would have come true.
I’m so thankful that I didn’t get what I thought I wanted.
What are you so thankful you DIDN’T get?

 

What are You Focusing On?

It seems ‘looking for the good’ in any moment is getting harder and harder.
Challenges just keep coming… and coming!
Are you feeling overwhelmed?
I sure am.There is a phenomenon of the human brain, called ‘stacking‘.

We all do it, and noticing when we’re doing it can be a very useful tool, especially when overwhelm is setting in.

What IS ‘stacking’??
It’s just what you might think it is.
It’s the mental collecting (or stacking) of thoughts: emotions, experiences, expectations, and outcomes.
And as the ‘stack’ gets larger, your emotional state is either higher, or lower… depending on if you’re stacking positive or negative thoughts.

When you’re on a roll and great things are coming at you left, right, and centre… this is positive stacking. You’re getting compliments, you’re feeling good, you’re feeling successful, you’re smiling ear to ear. Your energy is high. Maybe a promotion, or good luck, or a great hair day, or a new relationship, or beautiful weather, or you’re down a few pounds….
You know, those days when nothing can take you down?

Negative stacking is when you’re collecting and tabulating all the ‘bad’ in your life…. health issues, politics, COVID, misunderstandings, climate change, stressful relationships, financial distress, disappointments, online school, family responsibilities…
Ugh… it feels gross and heavy just listing them all in one place.

Look again at the top photo.

The heart wants to stack GOOD things.
The brain wants to stack BAD things.

The next time you’re feeling overloaded, catch yourself, and recognize exactly what you’re listing.
Notice if you’re predominantly stacking negatives.
Then, feel your feet in your shoes…
Take your awareness into you heart and into your belly…
Take a few deeps breaths….
On your inhales, think:
“I am grateful for…..”
As you exhale, list something you’re grateful for.

Do this several rounds.

There is ALWAYS something to be grateful for.
And the more you pay attention, the more there is to feel thankful for.
Stack your positives and you will very quickly change your emotional state.

Especially during these times, life can bring us down.
There’s nothing wrong with feeling down.
Everyone does, from time to time.
It’s on of the spectrum of normal, natural human emotions.Staying there, and living in the negative is when it’s troublesome.
Your quality of life is where you live emotionally.
Turn on your favourite music.
Take a hot bath.
Take a cold shower.
Go for a walk.
Cuddle with a pet.
Write in your journal.
Break a sweat.
Listen to a funny podcast.
Call a friend.The human spirit is resilient. YOU are resilient.
We need you.
Life can be hard. Life IS hard.And it’s also utterly and completely beautiful.

Our community is here for you. Our team is here for you.
I am here for you.
And you are so loved.

Jenny xo

Thoughts to Consider:
Energetically, what does it feel like in your body when you notice you’ve been living in the negative?
What are some things you do to pull yourself out of a state of overwhelm?
What are you grateful for?

Let’s Talk About Health & Wellness (FREE Info-Session at Poser YOGA)

Let’s Talk About Health & Wellness
with Mary Bailey & Candi Griffith
Thursday Aug 15th
7-8PM
Port Angeles location

We are so excited to be able to offer a space for these ladies to share their wealth of knowledge! These two women have many, many topics they are passionate about and we’d love to offer a FREE info-session once a month. We’ll give this first one a try and see what the response is!

We’ll launch with a conversation on DIGESTION.
-Supporting the Stomach and Spleen
-Keeping your Digestive Fire Burning
-The Root Cause of Acid Reflux and Heartburn (this will surprise most people)
Did we mention… IT’S FREE!!

Why YOGA? with Danica Hedin

When I was 4 months postpartum with my daughter, my assistant manager suggested a Yoga Mamas class, taught by his wife, Deirdre Frank.  I had been looking to do a class where I could bring my baby to participate with me, so I decided to try it. I have tried many different workouts at many different places, and never felt like I was a part of the group. Poser YOGA has been the only place where I’ve ever felt like I’m truly a part of a second family. (It was in that class where I met another wonderful woman, Jenny Houston, and her little girl Waylen!)

I felt nervous when I went for the first time, but it quickly dissipated after meeting Deirdre. I’ve since told her, if she hadn’t been so nice and compassionate, I probably wouldn’t have come back. My first class left me feeling amazing, and it was then that I decided that yoga was right for me. I have practiced regularly for over 2 years now, and it’s the only thing that has actually stuck with me. It resonates with me. Through yoga, I have met and taken some classes from some incredible teachers, and I am proud to have them in my tribe, and as friends.

I have always been prone to anxiety, especially through my teenage years and into adulthood, and it was exacerbated after an unfortunate circumstance. Practicing yoga has helped me heal through trauma, combat my postpartum anxiety (I experienced it with both of my children), and anxiety in general. It has become more than a workout. It has be come a lifestyle that I utilize every day whether through asana, meditation, or interacting with people. I choose to be more compassionate because of what yoga has taught me. It has also helped me be a more patient woman and mother, even in my most stressful times. In those moments, I can count to ten and slow down my breathing, and all is a little better.

Yoga has given me a feeling of confidence, and a new found appreciation and respect for my body. No longer am I ashamed of my size , stretch marks, or body type — I am now proud and humbled at what I can do. It has been one of the best confidence boosting things that I have ever done for myself. Yoga is truly a passion for me. When I am unable to show up to the mat, my day feels incomplete.

Why should others do yoga? For the simple fact that it will change your life! It may not seem like it at first, but eventually it will happen. Yes, physically it will change you too, but more importantly it will change your whole mindset. You will feel more compassion towards fellow human beings, and things that used to bother you will not seem as important. (If that makes sense?) Plus you will meet so many wonderful, like-minded people.

To people who are wondering about yoga, and are afraid they don’t have time, I say this, “Whether you show up for 5 minutes or an hour and 5 minutes, it does not matter as long as you’re showing up! Every little bit makes a difference.” Sometimes I only have 5 minutes for a quick flow or meditation. And it truly does make a huge difference.

About six months into my yoga journey, I decided I wanted to share this with other people by becoming a yoga teacher. And since a young age,  I have thought about being a therapist. So I thought, why not combine two of my passions and become a yoga therapist?! It is my nature to be caring and compassionate, and I am the type of person who tries to help people when they need it.  My main goal through this process is to help adults and kids who’ve been through traumatic situations, or are living through personal struggles. I’d like to use yoga as a healing tool… to help them feel better.

In May of this year, I took my first class through YogaFit, and my journey towards becoming a yoga teacher began! It will take some time but I know I will get there. I am excited to see where my next chapter in this yoga journey will take me!

A little about me… I am nearly 36 years old, married, and a mother to two fantastically awesome little humans named Orion (5) and Thea (2.5). My children are among my greatest accomplishments in life. When I am not on my mat you can find me hanging with my kids, reading, or in the outdoors enjoying the beautiful Pacific Northwest.

 

Unlimited Summer Yoga 2018!

We know how challenging it can be to keep up with a regular practice during the summer months — the weather is beautiful, the kiddos are out of school, and schedules fall by the wayside with last minute getaways, bonus hours of daylight, and extra socializing and sport partaking!

We ALSO know how beneficial it is to keep up with a regular Yoga practice. We hear it so often…

“With all the hiking/biking/kayaking/long distance driving I get up to in the summer, Yoga is my saving grace! I can stretch out, reset, and head back out to do it all over again!!”

So it just makes sense… taking advantage of our Unlimited Summer Yoga pass is the way to go!

UNLIMITED SUMMER YOGA
3 months (June, July + August)
$215

>>> It’s discounted heavily, so you don’t have to worry about ‘wasting’ your money on the days when you’re a little busier!
>>> It’s 3 months long, so you can practice when you can and you don’t have to worry about expiration dates, OR your bank account balance – it’s already taken care of!
>>> If you currently have a 5 or 10 Pack Pass, we’ll put it on hold for you, and on September 1st you can pick up right where you left off!

This pass is valid Friday, June 1st to Friday, August 31st, 2018.
Purchase any time you like, and it will activate on the 1st of June.

AND one last thing to make the deal even sweeter… you’ve got TWO WEEKS to take advantage of LAST YEAR’s price of $199! Purchase before Friday, May 18th to get this Early Bird pricing!!

Are you ready to make your summer even MORE awesome? Purchase now! 

Heated Yoga in the Summer?? You bet!

Here in the PNW, it’s fair to say that most of us aren’t acclimated to the heat. It doesn’t take much for us to say, “It’s HOT out there!“… so, the thought of taking a Heated Yoga class in the middle of summer seems like the worst idea ever… but is it? You might be surprised to know that Heated Yoga  during the summertime offers specific benefits and positive results that can give you a deeper edge on your practice and complement your practice through the cooler months.

{To save time, I’ve cut + pasted a good portion of this article, and I’ve adapted in some places to make it apply to our specific community. To give the author credit, I’ve linked the article at the bottom.}

10 Great Reasons to Practice Hot Yoga in the Summertime 

  1. You’ll better acclimate to the heat outside: Practicing Heated Yoga during the summer months can help acclimate you to the season’s heat and humidity. Your body cools itself more efficiently and effectively through sweat. So when you leave the yoga room, the outside air feels cooler than inside! If you practice often enough, you may notice that outside weather doesn’t feel as hot as it used to, that you don’t need your air conditioning as much, and that you don’t mind being outside as much when it’s sweltering.
  2.  You’ll cope more effectively with the heat: During summer yoga practice, you are reinforcing the proper coping tools for handling heat—learning to focus on the breath when things heat up, or to kneel or sit in order to lower your heart rate.
  3.  You’ll take your practice deeper: Keeping up your practice is the key to maintaining all the headway you made during the winter. It’d be a shame to lose all that range of motion you worked so hard for! In fact, your muscles, joints and ligaments will already be nice and warm when you enter the studio, so you will likely find you’re more flexible and can go deeper into the postures during the summer. Take advantage of the summer months to increase your joint flexibility, core strength and spinal mobility and make gains in your practice.
  4.  You’ll encourage good habits: Heated Yoga encourages you to stay well hydrated and to replenish your electrolytes regularly. This can be a great benefit during the hot summer months. Warmer weather often means you have a lighter appetite, which can take your Heated Yoga practice to a new level by relieving you of that ‘full’ feeling and letting you go much deeper into the postures.
  5.  You’ll be in better shape for summer recreation: By adjusting to the heat in the yoga studio, you’ll be in top-notch shape for any summer sports or outdoors activities you like to do. If you make time for your yoga practice, you may notice that you don’t mind the heat and have more endurance when you’re running, biking, pushing the stroller, hiking, or playing other sports outdoors. Building strength and flexibility through your practice for these activities will certainly help, too.
  6.  You’ll energize your body and mind: Often the summer months can leave us feeling a bit “fried,” both mentally and physically. We’ve all had days when the heat makes us feel super-sleepy and we can’t be bothered exercising.  Yet we know that Heated Yoga helps energize our bodies and our minds and provides us with so many health benefits. Committing to a strong summer practice will keep you from that sluggish summer feeling and give you quality time spent focused on your Self.
  7.  You’ll surprise yourself: That relaxed ‘can’t-be-bothered’ attitude can transform into a relaxed and therefore enhanced practice. I’ll bet you can remember a class when you came in expecting very little and walked out feeling amazing, can’t you? Same sort of thing applies here.
  8.  You’ll detoxify more: If you sweat more during class, you’ll release more toxins. This is great for your internal organs and skin, just remember that with more sweating comes a greater risk of dehydration, so don’t forget to drink lots of water and juicy fruits throughout the day.
  9.  You’ll take advantage of your summer schedule: If you work in a profession where your summer schedule is lighter or more flexible, take advantage of the fact that you have some extra time to spend on yourself and your health. Your body and mind will thank you!
  10.  You will tone up for the summer: You’ll look great and feel more comfortable and confident all summer long!

TIPS FOR A SMOOTH SUMMER PRACTICE:

  •  Hydrate Properly. Proper hydration is extremely important for every physical activity but, due to the increased sweating in Hot Yoga, hydration is even more important.  Drink at least 1 to 1.5 liters of water before every class.  Such preparation will also prevent you from needing or wanting to gulp lots of water during class, which can cause stomach cramps and generally act as a distraction.
  •  Replenish Electrolytes. Electrolytes are salts and minerals, such as sodium, potassium, and calcium that may be lost from the body during periods of heavy sweating.  Symptoms of electrolyte deficiency include dizziness, headaches, cramping and fatigue.  Electrolytes are contained in most sports drinks, but drinks that are low in sugar, e.g. coconut water, are preferable and healthier.  A mixture of water, sea salt and lemon juice can also work to restore lost electrolytes, as well as tomato juice.
  • Eat right. As with any physical activity, you’ll want to make sure you’re eating right to help you perform your best. While a snack or light meal an hour or so before working out is recommended (fruit, fruit juice, raw vegetables, a small serving of almonds or trail mix are all viable options), you might want to allow two hours between any snacks and four hours between any heavy meals and your yoga practice. The only thing worse than practicing with a belly full of water is practicing with a belly full of food! You’ll want to eat a snack or meal that contains both protein and carbohydrates within an hour of finishing your practice.
  • Listen to your body and respect your edge. Only you know how far you can comfortably push your body. Listen to those signs that your body offers you. When our muscles are warm, it’s easier to stretch them, which means that suddenly body parts find it easier to reach one another—forehead to the knee, fingertips to the toes, foot behind your calf muscle. Move slowly and mindfully to a point where your muscles feel challenged, breathing all the while! Don’t feel the need to “keep going” in a pose if the intro level is enough of a stretch and challenge for you. Your yoga practice is yours and yours alone. Quiet the ego–that little voice that tells you to push harder when you know you could risk injury–and just breathe and enjoy being where you are now.
  • Dress for it. Hot yoga is not the time to be modest. No one is there to judge you, and no one looks his or her best when dripping in sweat. Wear tight-fitting clothes, as looser garments trap heat. Tank tops are a great choice, as they allow for better range of motion and generally stay in place better than a T-shirt. Regular cotton clothing is not recommended—once drenched in sweat, it will feel heavy and clammy against your skin. A moisture-wicking headband is great for keeping sweat from dripping in your eyes. That’s a surefire way to break your concentration!
  • Go au natural. Though it seems counterintuitive to shower before a workout, I often rinse off before yoga practice to remove any lotions or oils that will make my skin even more slippery once my body starts to sweat. Skip the perfume, the smell of which can be overwhelming in heated, humid rooms.
  • Take rest as needed. If you feel lightheaded, dizzy or otherwise ill at any point during the practice, take a break. Take a knee, sit down on your mat (keep your head above your heart), or if on the floor, rest in Savasana.

CitedGreat Reasons and Tips for Practicing Hot Yoga in the Summertime

WHY YOGA? by Richard Shaw

“OK. Look, you have no more excuses. You have no scheduled deadlines or commitments, and you don’t have to be in your shop this morning. You have to go to Yoga with me… now!”

That is how I started in Yoga: coerced, cajoled, however I may want to describe the conversation that led to an incredible change in my life. It came from a dear friend who cared for my well-being. She became my mentor for Yoga. I had been dedicated to backpacking and mountain biking my entire adult life. My work was mostly upper body torqueing, muscle, joint and tendon straining. My back was a total mess, stemming from a debilitating fall that occurred while mountain biking on the Appalachian Trail in Vermont before the craze went viral. The results were a severe neck injury that wrecked havoc on my entire back and took decades to heal.

I didn’t believe in stretching. I just hit the trail on my bike or with a 40LB backpack for days of crossing mountain passes; every moment just bearing the pain. A small price to pay. Right???

In the beginning, I could hardly stand straight, or bend over, or lay flat, or sit up straight without accompanying layers of pain and of course, embarrassment. The other folks doing the Yoga were not even looking at me but I was looking directly at this wretched creature in the mirror who could not do any of the poses even remotely close to their intended positions. I hated it at first, but not because of the pain. It was due to my inadequacy and my silly ego pride.

Months went by and a slow transition occurred. I was able to forgive myself for being incapable. My practice taught me one thing at first and that was to let go of all pretenses and really just go with the flow. After 6 months or so I could finally see a faint glow of hope and a light appeared in my body/brain connection. A realization occurred that my body was slowly gaining on a reversal of that havoc that created so much pain in my life. It released me from the angst of trying and delivered me to a state of actually doing. A flow of resiliency started to take effect. The poses became much more than a mere challenge. My body responded with a sigh of relief and my inner life felt a sanction that I had always sought in my every day life. Backpacking and hiking in the woods was a meditation for me. My inner landscape became one with nature. The trees were very forgiving and kind. I worked on blending my presence with all that was natural in life. This worked just fine when I was in the mountains. The peace ebbed when I returned to civilization. The monkey mind always surfaced and once again I was cursing the people who couldn’t drive according to my standards.

Things have changed. Tranquility now has its place in my day to day life. Life has become a practice of sorts. My time on the Yoga mat has transformed this wracked, impatient creature into a more compassionate and peaceful individual. The practice of folks like Iyengar have become my goal. I realize that he started Yoga in his teens and continued to teach into his nineties. I started in my sixties and want to continue and teach into my nineties.

I take classes, mostly with women who are stronger and much more resilient than I could ever be. My goals are slowly being reached because of a dedication to my practice. All of these folks that I practice with are mentors and I am thankful for having landed here, in Port Angeles and at this Yoga studio. Years ago, I started out with Bikram Yoga and gravitated towards the Hot Yoga classes, but realize now that so much of my own resiliency is a result of the Yin and Restorative classes. The instructors here, at Poser YOGA are my inspiration to want to teach Yoga.

So….. I’ve committed to taking a Yoga Teacher Training in Barcelona for the month of May with a lead-in of two weeks prior in order to become more prepared for the 200-hour intensive!!! Then 1 week of beach on the Med.

At first I was full of extreme apprehension and self-doubt. The instructors here, especially Jenny, have done nothing but encourage me to do this. My goal is to come back into the area and teach, to bring more men onto the Yoga mat and to encourage the older folks in our community to move around and strengthen their aging bodies. This is something I know so well.

Namaste, and see you on the mat.
Richard Shaw

Why Yoga? by Marianne Sullivan

I had many old ideas about Yoga.  I thought it required more of me than I was capable of delivering – athleticism, flexibility, concentration skills, etc.  I thought I would hurt myself if I contorted into those crazy poses. I thought Yoga was for young skinny people. On my own, I would not have enrolled in Yoga classes.  So, when my dear friend JoAnn called me and said, “Hey, I’m gifting you three Yoga classes.  Come to the beginner’s class with me. It’ll be fun!”  I’m not certain why but I just said, “Yes”.

Let me back up a bit… my husband Steve and I moved to Port Angeles in January of 2015.  We were thrilled to be retired and able to move to this community. We were making friends and ready for our next adventures.  We had a minor setback in that I needed to have my knee replaced in October of 2015. I recovered well and we were ready to really enjoy our retirement.  We met so many lovely people and we felt at home here. We were thriving. However, in July of 2016 Steve was diagnosed with cancer and passed away the next November.  I was in a state of shock and despair for which I doubted I could recover. Volunteer Hospice Grief Group helped tremendously and a community of angels in this community, including JoAnn, carried me through this difficult time.  Still, I was in the throes of grief and I had not been taking very good care of myself. I had lost a great deal of flexibility in the knee that was replaced. I wasn’t doing very well. I felt like I couldn’t breathe. So, when JoAnn suggested I join her for Yoga – saying “yes” was a great beginning.    

It’s been several months now and I just love going to classes.  I became a monthly member after those three introductory classes.  I do my best to keep saying, “Yes” to the next class.  Yoga practice is critical to my physical, emotional, spiritual and mental wellbeing.  I attend Beginners Basics on Tues and Thurs, Slow Flow on Wednesdays and Restore on Saturdays.  I don’t like to miss my Yoga! The quiet, joyful teaching style and community of Yogis (no matter what our level) sustains me.  I feel lighter. I feel a part of. The despair and debilitating grief is gone. Yes, I have my tears. In fact, I cry all through the Restore class – but that’s good for me.  I let the tears as well as the joy come up and out of me in class. I laugh out loud during Beginner’s class when Jenny asks, “Are you breathing?” I don’t have to pretend I’m some kind of blissed out guru or physical contortionist.  (That was an old idea of mine too!) I get to breathe again.

Back in January, I saw this young woman in crow pose in a magazine.  I took a picture of it and sent it to Jenny. I said, “I want to be able to do that by the end of 2018.”  Later, I said, “I want to do that by my 62nd birthday” (which is April 1st/No Fooling!)  Well, I was half kidding but WE DID IT!  I feel like my ten-year old self. I have a new enthusiasm about my life.  I laugh a lot. I have a steadfast community of friends, the Poser YOGA family and a deep belief in the spirit of goodness in our world.  Combined it sustains me. I feel transformed and can’t wait for my next Poser YOGA class. “THANK YOU JENNY!”

Marianne Sullivan